I need to think of the long-term when I'm makin decision instead of rite now. itz so tempting tho to pick whats best for rite now. I know time will heal everything but what do u do when not enough time has passed to heal the pain. this sounds horrible but I miss having a person whoz always there for me. itz nice to know at the end of the day someone is there for u, only I dont have that feeling anymore. I like the carefreeness and flirtyness of being single, but I miss that commitment with that one person from a relationship. yea nice place to be Thao, stuck middle of nowhere, unsatisfaction everywhere. I was telling Jessica about my situation and she just snapped, lord did that girl snap. she screamed so what u want is a person who is ur back-up just so u have someone and U CANT DO THAT. yea I was embarrassed for a moment but then I couldnt stop myself from laughing. ppl freakin out is always funny to me. anywayz I guess she got so upset and hyped bout it cuz shes goin through the same thing as me..except shes the "back-up person". dang that always happened to me, I'll tell ppl my situation and then they're goin through the same thing but in reverse position. lolz now I feel like I'm talkin bout some kind of sport so I'm gonna stop. anywayz this situation of mine will be over with soon. after the rain the sun will come out, unless the rain never stops and we all die from the flood.
-the national honor society ceremony was tonite. yeaaaaaaaaa wooooooo. aight now thatz over with.
-I'm not a mean person...really. every guyz is callin me the devil now. thanks to Mickel (hehe kute nickname rite) who started all this. can u believe it, David actually asked me for help in CST today. of course I had no clue what to do so hez back to callin me dumb again. */*
-yes this is a green color. today was St. Patrick's Day. I actually remembered this year, but I chose not to wear green. yea itz too "cliché" for me *_*. ppl were gettin on my nerves tho when they were goin "awwwww ur not wearing green, I get to pinch u!!!" yea pinch me and i'll punch u back. I'm dont mean to be anti-Irish or anything but u get tired after hearing that throughout the day. itz like Valentines Day, ppl get all hyped up just for the holiday. oh so its st. patrick's day so we have to wear green. dumbass Michael pinched me too, like really hard! he left a bruise and its still there (hehe I had to pull up my sleeves to check). he said it was nothing but the pinch hurt like hell. ahem good thing I had all my arm muscle there..ahem. anywayz yea happy green day.