-aww I'm missing Reston so muchhh. I was so sad sunday cuz I didnt get a chance to say goodbye. I kept on tellin myself to wake up early but I guess I overslept. plus I didnt know they would leave that early. saturday night..or ahem sunday morning *_~ was the best. I didnt think I would ever have so much fun with ppl I just met for the first time. its sad they live all the way at Virginia Beach or Falls Church..oh yea and Richmond..Jon u outkast *wink* lolz. well least I'll see Brian, Lee, Thai, Hoa, and Ann this summer in DC. yea uh oh DC, here we come to corrupt again.
-omg I was tired as shit today, more tired than ever. I really didnt think I could make it through the whole day. math was killin me. in drivers ed, we listened to these insurance guys and then a police officer talk bout..u know..driving stuff. I kept on dozing off. biology was what I dreaded most. that class is already boring as it is but imagine how much worst it'll be when ur tired and sleepy, especially 3rd period when its perfect time to take a nap. surprisingly it wasnt that bad as I thought. I talked a lot to Miss Etter bout my weekend and other stuff so she wouldnt be able to teach us as much, hehe. good plan right. 4th period, thank god we had Mr. "Tobacco" as our sub. he really is the coolest guy, even tho he called me snobby and had a bad attitude...but its aight. all we did in class was listen to music and I chatted with my friends on AIM. cant believe schools up near dc get out at 2:15. anywayz I really should sleep to catch up on the sleep I missed this weekend.
-if I wasnt so lazy I would put up pics I took this weekend. lolz yea I never knew ppl can have so much fun while sittin around talkin...*x*. anywayz next subject.
-people are right. I guess I should have realized it sooner. I'm too good for all this crap. I stick around everytime but nothing gets better. I saw in Reston this weekend how many great guys there are out there, even better than the one I thought was the greatest..such a mistake right. tonight is the 9 months but does it matter? of course not. all I get is a 2 min chat and then "uh I have to go do hw". lol its more pathetic the more I think about it. I can only blame myself for being fooled by the sweet words everytime. really what kind of guy would find a replacement for the "girl he loves" in a few minutes? what kind of guy would say I want to spend forever with you but cant even spend any time in the present? exactly, there is no excuse. everytime its "sorry I'm stressed, so much stress, yea family, school". I'm understanding everytime but I got stress too. yet I'm still there for him, something he cant claim to be. well after thinkin bout it, I realized I'm overreacting. we both made the agreement its no commitment this time. and so it is, no commitment.